MagicFreakingMarker

Look this way, do you fear me? Tremble in my presence, you should. You've done nothing but mock me. Its over now. I am here. Smile while you can. Play your games while you're able.

Stay here with me, dont leave me. Let me be your ray of light. I'll show you I can be there for you. I'll make you smile, make you laugh. You need me, and I need you. Let me be the friend of your dreams. I'll take the pain away. I'll do everything in my power to make things better. I'd never let you fall. Though I cant do everything, I'd do anything I can.

Whisper in my ear. Fill me with butterflies. Take my hand in yours. Say you'll love me forever. Kiss my lips and take my breath away. Promise me you'll never leave.

Something happened today.. I fell in love. I try not to, its a mistake waiting to happen. How did it happen? I fell. I fell hard. I didn't think it could happen again. I learned my lesson, for the second time. The words you say to me.. They make me smile. They  make my heart jump. You somehow take my mind off things. You're all that I want. But I know there can be nothing between us. I'm in for another stab in the heart. I dont think I can handle another. How dare I fall for you. Its a slow suicide. A sick pleasure. But, if it were up to me..I'd hold you in my arms, and never let go. Can you keep this a secret? I'm head ov

Wasted Time. Regrets waiting to happen. Pain on a waiting list. It all comes to an end. Love is a temporary emotion. It helps people see the light, before tearing down their world. Its something we all dream of having, and then in the end, wish we'd never had spoken the three, oh so common words. People lie. People cheat. People change. People are imperfect. Love soon turns to tears. Couples are proven wrong everyday. Is "true love" only true in fairy tales? Desire is a scary thing. Its like the trap that catches us all. We all have a desire to be needed, to be "loved". It tricks us, we think its a beautiful thing. But it wi

When my world comes crashing down, will you be there for me? If I'm afraid, will you keep me safe? What if I decide to tell you my secrets? Can you swear not to tell them? Can I dream of you, and not hate myself for it later? If I ask for you to hold me, will you never let go? And lets say I gave you my trust, would you break it? Could you promise me that everything will be okay? Would you be able to handle my flaws? Could you look into my eyes, and tell me how you feel? If I told you I needed you, would you say you'd always be there? Can you keep every promise you've ever made me? What if I was upset? Could you make me laugh?

I hear a voice calling my name. I cant respond. I try to speak, try to scream. Nothing. I suddenly cant breathe. I gasp for air. Nothing. Everything gets cloudy. Everything slowly starts to disapear. Then, I see you. I see your perfect, flawless face. I feel weightless. I dont even need to breathe. You're here, thats all that matters. My legs collapse under me. I fall to my knees. As you walk right past.

Come with me into a secret place. We'll hide from everyone else. What are they to us anyway? Nothing. They are Nothing. Nobody has seen the world from our perspective. Its lost. Dead. Decomposing into nothing. But we can make it. Just us. We can survive, together. Apart, we will suffer. The world is in the palm of our hands. Everything is ours. These days are precious. After they are gone, we are them. The ones we ran from. Our time is limited, you see. Once our time is up, and we must return to the world.. Its gone. Our secret place is nothing but a memory.

Fake concern fills the room. I wish I could hide. They repeat the same lines over and over. Pretending they care. Fighting back their smiles. Forcing a frown. They could care less. I shake my head at them, and retreat to my sanctuary. My world of truth, and love. My own place, nobody knows of. No lies, no pretending. Just me and myself. I'm not insane. I just can't stay here. You're world is drowning me with it's stupidity.

Tell me your hopes and dreams. Bring me into your world. Teach me your beliefs. Warn me of your dangers. Explain to me your fears. Trust me, I'll never let you down. Take my hand, and lead the way. I'll be right behind you.